Sarah's Life

Well I guess it is about time I update this. I actually did the other day. But my damn mouse decides to freeze so I was unable to post and publish. Today is my day off and I have absolutely no Idea on how I would like to spend it. I would like to go shopping, clean, run earns, and my most favor, I would love to spend it in bed. I love sleeping I could do it all the time. It is my most favorite thing to go. I am leaving for Pakistan in July, the first week. Hip Hip Horary. I don’t really want to go. I had definitely rather go to Kentucky and be intoxicated the entire time, or under the influence, which ever you prefer. Wow I am 20 and time is flying by. I don’t understand everyday is going faster and faster. When you sit and count the days until your next day off, then the next and then you are waiting for vacation, time is rushing by. Where the hell does it go? I have spent the last for years working for what was just “suppose to me a summer job” Ahhhh… Why was I in such a rush to grow up? I don’t want a job anymore. If I had never have gotten one my parents would have paid my way. But In a since I suppose it is ok. Only because I understand what it means to work hard, and save up. And those things in like that you what out of impulse don’t matter as much and you begin to think is the really a need? I change my mind on this daily one day I want to get married and the next it is unheard of. Well I can honestly say this WEEK I don’t want to get married. I am around a lot of males, and I really don’t like them. There attitude their way of thinking, just them in general. Dating… fine, friends… fine, life long hopelessly devoted to you partners, umm.. try again. What is going on it Sarah’s life as we speak, I need to clean my bathroom; my laundry needs to be put away. Tomorrow is paid day. I want to go to the mall. I have not the slightest clue in what my 5-year plan is or where the hell I will be in 5 years. I can actually see depressing me in 5 years still at Kroger’s. That is a depressing thought. But then again is it really all that bad? Yeah it sucks at times, and people act fucking dumb and I mean that in the kindest way, and it has its ups and downs but really what is not going to be that way. If anyone can tell you “yes I love my job 365 days of the year, and there are never stresses and worries, well then you might want to worry about them, they are probably working in la la land. Well I think that is just about enough to day. Love Sarah