Sarah's Life

Yeah I study my ass off (I wish) and I got a 82 on my math test I was really excited. I think I am going to become a business majoe I love my culinary arts classes so much, I really want to become a great chef one day, but getting my degree in business just makes more since. I am sort of sad. I don't get to go to Kentucky for a really long time. I was going to go at the end of may, but my manager told me no. that really makes me sad. that is my peaceful place I love being there, and i miss it so much and she told me no. I still have not go and had my oil changed. I have books over due at the library for over a month now. I have to go and get my picture made for my new passport. With all that i don't even give a shit. My 20th birthday is this Friday. May 2 I will be 20. Happy birthday to me. I am not even sure what I want I just know it is my birthday. and that makes me happy. Well gotta go for now
love sarah

Yeah! today is easter at the house of butt. I am leaving as soon as my time comes. I don't appreciate family get to gethers. they are no fun nobody usually cares to talk to me. So I usually just sit there and act like an ass to anyone who looks my way. I am so freak'n tired. I have everyone that i work with know that I got to work before 7am. i came in at 530am. BAM!!! eat that. I told you guys I could do it. have you ever had a dream about someone and love this dream and person so much and not be able to do shit about it. Well i did and i feel like shit knowing i can not do anything to change it. I study really hard for my test in math and took it. I find out monday hopefully if i passed or not. I study so hard. I hope i did good. I am stressing about school, and this summer. I just want to go to school, and go to kentucky. That is my home i love being there. and I am here somewhere I don't love being. I feel like i have been living at work. I at still not at 40 hours but damn 36 is close. I have not worked out in a week, and so now i feel like a hefer. time to quit eating again, I do so much better when I don't eat. I don't really eat bad food it is just that i feel hungry all the time. Have you ever wanted to fly away. Just go somewhere know one can find you, and nobody knows you. Or just forget everyone you know and everything you have been taught. Not start all over just clear your memory. I got home from work to day and made deviled eggs. they are one of those things you can only eat at easter time. I had these dumbass late people come in the store today, today easter, the day all the easter lilies should have been boughten by, and ask for them, I was all out but what were the last minute jackoffs thinking at the last mintue they were just going to walk in to a garden of them. And when you stand there as polite as you can and tell them this ,"sorry we are out" they ask " how can I get some or how can you fix my dilemma, because I had my head in my anal unit and forgot to buy them in advance". Honestly, do they think I can just shit them out, "hold it there mama i think I need to use the restroom your lilies will be right out." (sigh) anyways i am just a little built up with some unresolved anger. be nice to kick with papy and his wacky tobacky. ;)!! "AnyWho" (grady) I need to go and clean up and get ready to see a movie. Peace out yall. Happy easter Grady-o
love,sarah